This Blog Is Especially For My Darling Baobei CL.

We had our enjoyable and sweet moments these 2mths irregardless of the numerous minor down point. We had our smiles n laughter though I know they did not really contain happiness, I really appreciate the effort you put up in in order to show a strong front.

At times I might piss you off in a way or another, but do believe that it is out of unintentional. I’m trying my best to be an ABC towards all your “emo” postings etc. This pillar of yours will always try to remain strong for you to lean n cry on.

I appreciate the times when you came all the way to surprise me, to bring smile back on my face when I’m down or pissed, accompanying me to gatherings despite the fact that you’re tired, accommodating me to have meals at certain areas when you feel like having it elsewhere; because you’re aware I’m hard up, catching the bus home early though you feel like going out have fun; because you know I’ve to take last bus home.

Every single thing you do, I’m really appreciative cause its YOU who’s making all the efforts. The 2 promises I made to you, I’ll remember and fulfill.


Winter snow is falling down
Children laughing all around
Lights are turning on
Like a fairy tale come true

Sitting by the fire we made
You’re the answer when I prayed
I would find someone
And baby I found you

Chorus:All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
From being broken apart
You gave your love away
And I’m thankful every day
For the gift

Watching as you softly sleep
What I’d give if I could keep
Just this moment
If only time stood still
But the colors fade away
And the years will make us grey
But baby in my eyes
You’ll still be beautiful

Chorus:All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
From being broken apart
You gave your love away
And I’m thankful every day
For the gift

(piano solo)

Chorus:All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
From being broken apart
You gave your love away
I can’t find the words to say
That I’m thankful everyday
For the gif

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Like I said, if one is matured enough to understand the necessity of the particular conversation, UNNECESSARY conflicts are avoidable. However, I guess I was proven wrong.

Everything is jus so simple. It all depends on how u looked at it.

Reply with harshness to the one who stir things up, not the one who sit n listens.
For the one who sits n listens did nothing.


For one to make such harsh remarks/comments truly portrays herself to others she tired. But how many have put a thought to the one who sits and cry silently to herself.

Friends will not be caught in between if there’s no unnecessary “passing of updates to another” thus causing unnecessary conversations which allows 3rd / 4th parties to get affected.

Everyone is starting afresh. However, anyone with the right sense of mind and heart will tends to reminisce and hold back the beautiful memories that were once created. There’s no need for any harshness in forcing anyone to leave ultimately.

Sad to say, there’s no need for a “hope” that it’ll be the last time giving such a speech. For the one who cries silently truly understand your intentions. Therefore, I sincerely appreciate you’ll allow her to leave without any further harshness.

Thou shall probe no further into thee life if above mentioned can be settled peacefully. No one has the abilities to disrupt your mindset. Others can fuck your mind but it’s oneself who make all decisions in regards to heart affairs. So, put off that blame on others for your own doings/decisions

Disappointment filled me once again and this time it really slap hard.

Thanks jasper bro for your eggy Maggie and the 2ppl mj session. The warmness came at the rite time.
Loves..

it was till ytd dat i realise.. waiting, miracles, pinning of hopes exists..
I wished.. I hoped.. bt I’ll rather

Alrite.. I’m here to blog.. =)
Guess wad.. baobei came fetch me from work ytd again.. =D bt.. tis silly goose walked all the way from cityhall to my working place.. diaox.. its lyk soooo far can.. almost ½ hour walk.. under the hot sun??!! diaox.. hmm.. *touch* but there’s a sense of indescribable feeling.. I dunno.. just hate to see her being alone.. moreover walking so far under the sun.. =(

Hmm.. ok.. another confession.. ya.. there was a tiny tweeny emo feeling ytd.. =P bt was ok after seeing her.. hmm.. silly goose alwaiz try to make my day though she was feeling tiny tweeny emo herself.. dat’s wad made me strong.. =)

I received a surprise on 9th April.. she sang a song for me wor.. heez… the title of the song is… haaha.. one of my favourite song.. neva for once tot she’ll the one singing for it me.. =D
though she wasn’t feeling reali good at tat point of time.. be it physically or mentally.. she managed to brings a smile.. loves..

tis few days were sweet.. has been slacking at baobei's place.. hmm.. i'm no longer shy.. haaha.. i loves vitamins.. =P

baobei.. i know u ain't feeling ok at times.. i'll try nt to be emo k.. =)
i noe i haffa be stronger than u are.. in order to be there for u.. helping to keep u going strong..
things ain't easy for u now.. jus take things easy k.. =) i'll try my best to make u find ur smiles again..
i'm learning to read ur blog wif a "bo chap" mindset..
dun worry bout me ya.. =)
wad matters most to me is finding ur smiles n xingfu back again..
i dun care whether doing silly things iszit being considered a clown.. all i noe is as long as it makes u smile.. i'll smile.. =)
loves..

3 vitamins today.. omg.. *thump thump thump... pooof* hrt flew off..
went amy bro's place for feasting together wif xx, baobei n yun.. fun fun fun.. slack at bro's hse after xx n yun went off.. haaha.. fell asleep as usual.. o.O after i wake up, baobei fell asleep.. we left ard 3plus to her hse.. slack n chat at the playground area till morning 7am..
thank baobei for accompanying me.. i noe u're tired n ur eyes are lyk half close.. =)
loves.. muackz.. =D

no more emo chimp again.. heez.. loves.. smooochhhhh...
we'll stay in our dreams lyk tis forever..
no more disturbance.. i'll protect u from them all..
will neva scold u when u cry.. will onli wipe tears off ur eyes.. n make u smile..


companied baobei to her class ytd.. i fell asleep in class.. haaha..
luckily neva snore.. *shy*
went haf dinner at KAP Mac... happy..

no longer noes wad lies in future..

baobei gave me a pleasant surprise today.. she came fetch me from work.. *happy n touched*

28.03.08
Met baobei at TYP n proceed to turf city to collect our first car.. we rented Fiat 8597.. nice no.
We drove to Nicole’s place for steamboat and stayed there till 11plus.. we routed ard jurong areas den decided to go amk play pool.. when we arrive amk, amy called n ask us to fetch her home from boat quay.. off we go.. heez.. baobei drove me back home after picking up amy..

29.03.08
Woke up earli to cook lunch for baobei.. made her cod fish with broccoli and potato cubes.. she came fetch me after work ard 1.30pm.. yeah.. feeling great.. she had her lunch in the car at my hse downstair n we’re off to the zoo.. she loved the white tigers there, also penguins n manatees, haaha.. I love the baboons, penguins n giraffes there.. I went for my KFC at zoo.. yes!! we proceed to her clubhouse bathe n went fetch shikin and marlyn at their place.. wow.. one end to another.. heez.. met Adeline n boon at far east for dinner at far east.. baobei was in her clubbing mood.. n we left for dbl O.. met her frens kenneth n dom there.. din reali drink much.. =P opps.. we drove to hkg café for our supper ard 4plus.. n she drove me home cuz I need to wake up ard 7plus..
Baobei n frens went T3 without me.. wad??!! Without me… hmfph!!!

30.03.08
tis day was fun n slacky.. hmm.. actually was feeling bery xingfu/sweet.. =P
we woke up ard 2pm.. n baobei came fetch me ard 3plus.. we drove to haf our late lunch.. Bak Kut Teh at Beo Crescent.. haaha.. blur chimp make poor baobei drove round n round the area.. luckily we manage to find it.. heez.. =P ordered baobei’s favourite food.. yummy.. tink of it make me drools.. heez.. after lunch we decided to drop by great world city to shop for big bird’s present. I lost my hp while trying clothes at Esprit.. luckily baobei help me got it back.. heez.. if nt all my msgs will be gone.. *cries*
after shopping, brought baobei to haf dessert - cheesecake treat.. =) she gt herself a strawberry cheesey mousse n lime juice I got myself bailey’s cheesecake wif morning ape.. yum.. haaha.. baobei’s horror.. morning ape!!
After our treat, we went collect our car n drove to Esmirada for dinner.. nice nice.. they had their “good luck day” n the waitress start smashing plates on the concrete floor.. baobei tried smashing 1 too.. heez..
Hmm.. we drove to mosque st. to look for big bird.. she had her singing competition at Yuan Dian.. we stayed for awhile n left for our ECP.. yeah.. I love beach trip at nite.. keke.. guided baobei to my fav. Spot n we sat there from 11plus to 1plus.. n we packed mac on the way back..
Heez.. I wanna go ECP wif u again.. l wanna watch sunrise wif u.. =)
Reali enjoy the times spent wif baobei.. i love going beach with baobei at nite.. heez.. huggies!!!!