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Ever The Same - Rob Thomas
We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And i couldn't tell you but i'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

Call on me
I'll be there for you
And you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden i assure
You tide me over
With a warmth i'll not forget
But i can only give you love


ROBBED !!!!!!!!!
Saturday, March 19, 2005

hey.. it was sooo scary.. alrite.. everything started after my work ends.. i met kat at my workplace bus stop.. we make our way to wheelers cafe n waited for jesse. she came about an hour ltr. she went JB.. hmm.. me n kat was lyk playing true or dare.. but we onli play true.. ahahah.. play until sooo sian.. finalli we saw jesse bike.. ahaha.. was sooo happy to see her again. she came n sat beside us.. she was bery tired.. we stayed there n play cards till ard 9.45 den jesse had to go.. she meeting her frens for a drink.. so me n kat left oso. i took a bus home.. was meeting jasmine at my hse downstair for a chat.. had been meetin her at our blks nearby for chat these few nites.. i arrived first den waiting for her to come. she told me to wait for another 20mins..

an indian guy ard mid 20 came n borrowed hp from me to make an urgent call.. i bluff him dat my hp low bat. so din wanna lend him.. on the other hand i msg jasmine n ask her faster come. dat guy waited for bery long.. den he din wanna leave.. in the end i decided to lend him cuz there were afew ppl walking ard. so guess he couldn't run away wif the hp. but the call he made was damn long. he said he wanted to call his mom n ask her bring down the money to pay for his cab fare. i sense something was wrong cuz he told me his mom not at home. but y is he calling home? i followed him ard.. he started to walk away.. of cuz i followed on. he walked further n faster.. den he reached the main road n suddenly a cab came n the door was opened.. he started to run towards the cab.. i ran after him n pull him out of the cab. his frens are the driver n another indian guy sitting in front. he came out of the cab n we struggled bery long.. he pushed n break free n run towards the cab. luckily i managed to stop him jus before he got in. i keep struggling n refuse to let him go.. ahha.. of cuz lah.. my hp cost me 600 mann.. haha.. but in the end despite me grabbing him, he push me away n run to cab. i open the door n snatched my hp away.. he let go of my hp cuz dere's cab behind watching le.

wow.. scary mann.. diaox.. robbed first time in my whole life.. but i was bery surprised dat i had the strength n courage to fight back..

first time out wif jesse
Thursday, March 17, 2005

today bery happi.. met jesse n ronson at wheelers cafe.. we sat there as usual n chat. ard 7 plus, ronson make a move first.. he was feeling bery upset cuz of his break up. hmm.. me n jesse sat n chat for awhile till 8plus. sat her bike for the first time. we went SSC wanted to play pool. but it was crowded so she drove to chinatown kaster. heez.. was so scare to sit her bike wor.. but after 2nd trip felt much beter le.. we parked at C&C.. pop in to see if anyone's ard.. but it was lyk sooo quiet.. so we walk to kaster. hmm.. she sang bery nice.. i sang lyk shit.. ahha.. i dun lyk the system there.. hmm.. we stayed till 12 den walk back to her bike.. she wanted to send me home.. cuz it was bery late n if take cab will waste lotsa money. in the end i agreed cuz i wanted to spend more time wif her. heez.. wow.. she speed home mann.. my helmet nearly fly off my head.. diaox.. but the whole ride was bery fun as if the whole road belongs to us. when she reach my hse, i waited for her to keep everything le den i watched her go off.. yeah.. i wanna learn bike in 2 weeks time.. traallalalalala...

hey peep. i'm back
Monday, March 14, 2005

i'm back.. been so long since i last blog le.. i gotta noe a ger at C&C.. got a good impression ever since i first saw her on 4th mar.. she was att at tat time.. after dat i went down on 7th again to see if i can see her.. she's not there.. i saw her on 11th mar. i was bery happi.. i chat wif her during pool games.. she's 26 yr old.. been missing her since 4th wor.. its lyk wow.. other than xb, she's the 2nd ger in my life i've fallen for n is older than me by 3 yr.. hmm.. guess its jus crush ba..
11th mar, she quarrelled wif her gf.. she sounded bery sad.. i met her on 12th mar at C&C again. she looked bery haggard.. i was feeling bery sad.. y should i feel sad.. its onli a crush.. i asked her out on 13th mar. she seems lyk she's another person.. i was bery upset to see her lyk tis.. realli bery upset.. the feeling is bery different from past crush n likings.. i guess i luv her.. hmm.. i noe i'm not her type.. i jus wanna be by her side letting her noe she's not alone.. it realli hurts me to see her tis way.. can i do something to help her ease the pain?? i wanted to apply a whole week's off jus to accompany her.. at least she's not alone n she wun tink so much.. but i couldn't.. i can onli wait till after 28th.. hmm.. jus pray n hope she'll get over tis soon..