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Ever The Same - Rob Thomas
We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And i couldn't tell you but i'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

Call on me
I'll be there for you
And you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden i assure
You tide me over
With a warmth i'll not forget
But i can only give you love


Friday, August 10, 2007

left work earli ard 6pm on wed 08.08.. took a train to bugis wif aspe cuz we need to check into the hotel.. poor aspe.. the hotel was book by her for her gf de.. bt haiz.. in the end she's going stay over wif me n jesse n jasper.. after checking in, she went to bathe n we left for town.. so diaox can.. so wierd checking in wif her.. hmm.. we went to find reb.. aspe tried to persuade her to go.. bt she insist nt to.. haiz.. den we went down to "her" workplace.. heez.. finalli can get to see her le.. had too much drink dat day.. went over to adele's pub for drink cuz me n her hubby challenge.. haha.. when i went back to her pub, i was lyk so high le.. we order porridge n eat.. adeline fed me cuz i burn my lip n refuse to eat le.. den she came over n eat my porridge.. den i say i wanna eat n she fed me wor.. heez.. hmm.. was bery seh dat day.. den went to toliet n puke.. before going home, i try to finish my porridge.. haha.. it was lyk kinda cold le.. den she saw me eating she say she oso wan.. so i feed her the porridge.. keke.. first time feeding her wor.. felt so sweet.. hmm..
we went back to the hotel wif adeline after dat.. jasper din meet us cuz she went somewhere else.. diaox.. we slept ard 4plus.. she complained dat i snore.. haha.. poor thing.. she din get to sleep.. i was woke up by her cuz she went to puke ard 7plus.. she puke 5times siaz.. poor thing.. took care of her.. hope she feels better.. hmm.. i noe she's tired le.. made her sleep by tapping her.. bt she din fall asleep.. instead i fell asleep.. haha.. she ask me lie down n sleep cuz she noes i'm tired le.. hmm.. felt so xin fu to sleep beside her.. first time wor.. haha.. aspe shifted to the side.. n she's lyk sleeping lyk a pig.. O.o" we left bugis ard 1plus.. went home n sleep.. woke up ard 5plus 6.. wanted to go fetch her when she go meet michelle.. bt i din.. hmm.. so i went town to find amy for dinner..

she came to far east for dinner at long john wif michelle.. hmm.. i met them den we deciding where to go.. in the end we finalise to go "live pub" haha.. we reach there n we played pool.. enjoy myself lots.. we stayed till closing.. n suddenly alac called n tell her her ex at PLAY.. michelle wanna go down.. den they left me.. i bery she bu de she go over.. bt i let her go.. din follow cuz i'm kinda broke le.. bt after they left, i felt bery bu fan xin.. called jasper for a chat.. after dat i walked from LIDO to maxwell.. the journey was damn long.. my legs are lyk so tired.. hmm.. din wanna take cab cuz i tot of reaching there jus in time for the closing.. den she can come out.. dowan reach earli n make her come out.. when i reach, i called her n she ask where am i.. i told her i'm outside play.. she was bery shock.. n ask me y i come over.. i told her cuz i bu fan xin her go meet her ex.. she noes i walked over n she ask y i so "sa" come all the way to find her.. she went in play to bring out tissue for me cuz she saw dat i was bery hot.. dunno y i'm alwaiz so "Sa" for her.. jus wanna protect her n let her be happy.. dun wish to see her cry anymore.. many ppl say i'm bery "Sa".. bt i felt its sweet.. jasper bro call me silly fool when she noes i'm going over find her.. hmm.. she came down look for me n haf supper at maxwell.. den she help me send her home..

tis morning woke up.. felt so sick.. when i on the bus, bee eng say i'm having high fever.. tink its cuz of last nite i was bery sweaty n the wind keep blowing me.. dat's y got a cold le.. today dun tink i going find her le ba.. hmm.. dowan her to see the sick me.. dun wish tat she feel guilty cuz of her i got sick.. i go find her tml ba.. heez. kk.. janet's in office le.. better go work now..

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

01/08/07
today after work went down to find her at her workplace.. i brought her a big rose.. it did cheer her up.. :) i accompanied her till she finish work n we went over cnc.. met jasper there.. n went supper wif alac, justin, jasper n her.. we stayed there till ard 4plus.. den we took cab home.. hmm.. alac n justin went off first.. we agreed to meet up the next day to go PLAY.

02/08/07
after work went over to find her again.. tis time went wif aspe n reb.. bought her fish porridge cuz her teeth still hurts n can't eat solid food.. n she din haf much dinner.. hmm.. she was surprise to see the porridge.. haha.. bt she said she taken 2nd round dinner le.. so she eat after work.. hmm.. she made a drink n ask me try.. it was nice.. we played pool.. after aspe n reb left, she ate her porridge.. n she make me eat half.. she's soo cute.. can't help bt falling for her.. she let me drink the balance drink which she made.. we drank together from a jug using 2 straw.. haha.. *excited*
after work, we took her co. van to PLAY where we met alac.. i stick close to her cuz i scare i'll lose her..
she went to the toliet n make her hair.. haha.. silly ger.. she spray the head wif her hair spray n everyone was lyk looking at her.. we went to the bar counter there n i watch her dance.. awhile ltr i went out meet jasper.. we stayed out for quite sometime cuz jasper not enuff cash to enter.. den i smuggled jasper in.. we went to 7-11 cuz i bought corets for her.. den we walk back to find her..
hmm.. we left PLAY ard 3plus 4..

04/08/07
went to work ard 10plus cuz overslept.. haha.. stay at workplace till 4plus.. den went to her place fetch her to work.. hmm.. suppose to meet her at 5pm.. bt i was late.. cuz i blur sotong took the wrong side of train.. den reach ard 5.20pm.. haha.. she was late too.. luckily siaz.. she rush down.. n she was lyk so hot.. n her face was so red.. poor thing.. hmm.. we took the train to outram n went to her workplace. in the train.. she ask me to try the porridge.. when we reach her workplace, she got me a glass water.. haha.. i'm lyk so thirsty siaz.. hmm.. haha she order the porridge for me.. n we sat n eat together.. first time so close wif her.. felt so sweet.. was actualli quite full le.. bt i finish up all the porridge cuz it was ordered n paid by her.. after dinner, i went out n walk all over chinatown trying to get her donut.. she wanted to eat the strawberry donut which aspe was queing to get.. bt aspe din manage to get for her.. i scare she'll be disppointed so i din tell her n i went out to find.. i search all the cheers n 7-11 n bakery shops in chinatown.. bt there's none.. ask my colleague.. he told me go maxwell market there.. diaox.. he bluff me.. asshole.. i call him.. n he say dun buy donut lah.. but tau sa piah.. kaoz.. make me walk there to buy tau sa piah.. hmm.. awhile ltr alac came down find us.. we went over to cnc again.. haha.. den we met jasper there n went down to ALL IN pub look for jasper's fren.. n went down OT.. diaox.. she dun reali lyk dat place.. hmm.. i was abit diaox too.. we din reali enjoyed ourself.. we left ard 6am.. went home sleep..

05/08/07
i woke up at 9plus to help my colleagues with the permit.. but i was half sleeping when telling them how to go about amending it.. haha.. finalli i "rudely" awaken by them ard 12plus.. n i told them the actual step.. haha.. guess i was too tired.. haha.. its so farni lor.. tell them all the rubbish.. hmm.. i went back sleep till 3pm.. she missed call me.. n i called back when i wake up.. haha.. she was lyk.. wah.. u now den wake up ar.. den i was lyk ya lor.. den we were tinking where to go.. finalli i decided to go down find amy.. she's ok wif it.. haha.. so i told her meet her at town.. bt i gave her a surprise.. i faster go get changed n went out of hse n rush down to her place.. heez.. i reach le n i msg her say i'm at yew tee le.. she called me half hour ltr n say "omg.. y u here so earli.. sorry.. i chop chop down k.." den she was lyk saying i waited for bery long le.. but i keep assuring her say no its ok.. haha.. told her not to rush down cuz if nt her face will be red n swollen again.. hmm.. finalli get to see her at 7pm.. so happy.. we took train down to town.. haha.. it was a sweet ride for me.. haha.. hmm.. we went to eat kfc.. n went back amy's shop n went down to cnc.. yeah.. finalli amy's coming out wif us.. haha.. we met alac there.. jasper came find us ard 11plus.. hmm.. she lost a game n had to do the fuck dance.. haha.. n i oso lost the game to jasper n had to do 10 star jump.. diaox.. hmm.. had fun there.. when i played pool wif her, i let her win to boost her confidence in pool again.. yeah.. finali she did it.. bt wif more practise.. we sang her fav. song bai se feng che.. haha.. i promise i'll learn n sing wif her.. keke..

aspe called ard 12plus n say she doesn't wanna go home.. she's at reb's blk.. diaox.. we took a cab n rush down find her.. den slack at clementi till 4plus in the morning.. den we take cab back.. so tired wor..

06/08/07

she's nt working today.. haha.. met her at victoria's pub ard 11plus 12 after my work.. hmm.. i went find amy first.. den slowly walk over to the pub.. she's wif michelle.. she look so cute tonite.. haha.. wadever.. she's alwaiz so cute looking.. haha.. bites.. we stayed out till ard 3plus den go home.. her fren ask if i'm sending her home.. i was lyk so paiseh.. i din haf enuff cash.. hmm.. i told her no.. cuz i din haf enuff cash.. O.o den we made our way to the taxi stand.. when she go off, i msg her saying dat i'm sorry.. i couldn't send u home tonite.. she reply me wif a silly n a smiley face n say u take care too.. haha..

07./08/07
was bery broke to go find her.. hmm.. bt i miss her so much.. i made her a rose n bring it down to cheer her up.. cuz she was upset bout something.. hmm. gave her a surprise.. haha.. she din expect to see me outside her workplace.. i pass her my corets.. n tell her dat i wun be able to meet u these 2 days.. u haf my corets n eat them when i'm nt ard u k.. she smile n take it.. haha.. i miss her so much.. felt so wierd nt spending the whole nite wif her..

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

today staying late in office again.. hmm.. has been working bery late tis whole mth.. now shifted to jurong le.. lagi worse siaz..
hmm.. last fri stayed back at great world to do our final packing.. den sat earli morning went to jurong new office n waited till 4plus den start our packing n all the labour.. got many cuts on my hands.. accidently hurt my finger when i was carrying the heacy cupboard.. got my finger trap under the cupboard n i pull out my finger.. in the end the nails n some skin came off.. hmm.. felt pain bt din realise it bleed till i saw my shirt redred.. haha.. diaox.. hmm.. actualli 30th wanted to meet kelly to pass her things n go mommy hse.. but i realise i've got many things to do.. den gotta stay back in office.. den when i reach mommy hse will be lyk almost 11plus.. hmm.. bt i din tell her lah.. i jus tell her i've got something on so cannot make it.. n in the end we quarrelled badly.. anyway mommy called me the next day n i explain to her le.. she ask me go up visit her one day.. i told her ya i'll.. long time neva see her le.. kinda miss her.. bt tis time i'll be going up alone.. hmm.. dunno how it feels lyk. ahha.. nvm..

hmm.. ltr meeting aspe going to a pub.. dunno aspe can go nt.. she's being asked to the warehouse to help out.. nowsaday everyone has been going to warehouse to help.. cuz reali lack of manpower.. wah.. everyday oso busy siaz.. i din even haf my lunch today.. louise jus complained dat he reach home 12plus 1 last nite siaz.. diaox.. hopefully tis workload will end soon ba.. everyday so tired.. luckily got co.transport bus come pick me everyday at my hse downstair ard 8.10 siaz.. if nt i sure die.. ask me go take bus at 7am to clementi.. hmm.. kk.. gotta go off le.. better hurry finish my things.. if nt gotta stay here till 10plus again le..