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1. 1st Anything: Dedicate & sing a song[Dou Shi Ni]
2. 2nd Anything: Dance wif her
3. 3rd Anything: Be Xingfu Forever
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Ever The Same - Rob Thomas
We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And i couldn't tell you but i'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

Call on me
I'll be there for you
And you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden i assure
You tide me over
With a warmth i'll not forget
But i can only give you love


XB birthday eve
Tuesday, August 10, 2004

ytd bery happi.. i spent a nice birthday wif someone i lyk =) it was actualli a last minute thingy.. she ask if i wanna come out ard 8pm.. n i told her ok.. i went get ready n rush outta hse by 8.30.. i wanted to get some sparkles so dat can play ltr at the beach.. but couldn't find it anywhere cuz it was a holiday.. den couldn't get a cake oso.. in the end i've to take a cab to the J8.. i bought her a cake.. me stand outside the cake shop for bery long siaz.. cuz i was hesitating wad cake to get for her.. she dun lyk chocolate cake.. dat mafan de obasan.. heez.. in the end i choose a chocolate instead.. no choice lah.. hmm.. den i wanted to get her a pressie.. me walk ard.. couldn't see anything suitable.. got her a small bouquet of flowers.. nothing special actualli.. hmm.. she called me ard 9.15pm.. took a cab down to fetch her at her hse there.. while waiting at the bus stop for her call to board the cab, many ppl walk pass me wif those smiling look siaz.. so paiseh... kaoz.. my whole face turn red siaz..

finalli we reach pasir ris park.. we went to somewhere near fisherman village.. sat there drink n chat n eat.. she dinno the cake was for her.. cuz i bluff her its for my mom.. we chat till bout 10plus.. den got to noe a lady from another table.. she is a taiwanese.. she came over our table n sat down n chat.. she's quiet nice to chat wif.. glad dat XB was happi.. =) at least she wun feel so bored le ba.. heez.. i was waiting for 12am to come.. dat'll be the time where the real surprise is.. heez.. ard 11.55pm i went over to the bar counter n prepare for the cake.. i light the candles n brought the cake over while dey played the birthday song.. =) she got a nice surprise wor.. heez.. she cried.. =X diaox.. dowanna see her cry.. but there's nothing i can do..

after everything, we sat down n chat.. n she sorta ask if i lyk her.. i thought over before answering.. i'm aware of this sentence.. "luv someone, u haffa let her noe.. or else u'll regret.." finalli i confess.. i noe if she's going to avoid me, i wun regret.. cuz at least i kept some happy memories of us within me.. dat's enough for me le.. i neva wish or hope dat she'll be mine one day.. i jus hope i can stay by her through her up n downs..

13^happi